I’m burning bridges just to keep me warm / but I’m running out of fuel as I know the words / fail to hit the same way as before. / I’m wasting time with the same old routine / I’m getting tired of always feeling so goddamn sick / In the end I know it’s all my fault - I can’t have it all - but i’ll try - yeah i’ll try // Drowning in debt with no end in sight / I could kill my free time thinking of a bullshit life / where I’d do exactly what I love, / But I’ve got a job and then i’ve got some friends / and no matter how shitty that I am / they welcome me back with open arms. // I’m sorry that I’m not sorry for all of the shit that I’ve spewed / and I’m sorry, that I’m not sorry, for calling you on yours. // Raise your glass for me when I’m dead and gone / my body’s for the worms and my memory won't last long / It’s a hard night of forgetting, but a new day’s soon beginning / Make sure you have too much to drink // I’m hugging toilets and talking shit / thanks to bad decisions and the thrill of it / I’ve never felt better than when I’m not alone / with a woman and a dog and the tv on / softly lulling my tired ass to sleep / for the last time I close my eyes // Every moment, every breath, we spend searching for happiness / On a mantle, or spread in a landfill- I’m finally at home // We’ll see you all on the other side
from Tag Team Champions,
released March 18, 2016
Hannah Elizabeth White unknowingly rewrote the first line of this song.